Wanting to be spontaneous.

Every since I started this blog which was such a long time ago..yesterday. All of these idea have been popping into my head about what to write on this blog everything from infomercial addiction to why I like cooking and watching America's test kitchen. But I guess I should just write what I feel at the moment although it wouldn't hurt to pick different topics and write my personal feelings on them. I mean this blog is about my perspective right? I mean my name is Sadiqah and I'm the author of this dang thing so I should write whatever ever I feel even if it is a long ass run on sentence. Please stop putting that squiggly line under my name..I am a real person and that is a real name too. I have no theme today but lets talk about something serious ad deep like say MURDER! why this? well today when I got onto the computer at work which of course is the first thing I do when I get to work. Work involves me sitting at a console for 12 hours ( 1 hour excluded for lunch) and I take phone calls from desperate people in a CRISIS! and then there are those people who need the phone number for a Chinese restaurant and I have to man a radio and have cops yell at me and tell me to do all kinds of demeaning things like call people in the middle of the night and tell them the door to their store was left open for the 29th.5 time. OK rambling here. Back to MURDER! There was an article on msn.com this morning about this chic name Leslie Van Houten who basically helped kill this married couple who were asleep/relaxing in there home that they bought and paid for and then all of a sudden this crazy woman and some other nutters too come in and just straight up hack them up like boars head ham. Which I love. Ham. Not boars head.  I mean no since of respect for the human spirit or life. She was up for parole for the 19,000 time. 19 really and was DENIED! I read some comments about it and most people were pretty unsympathetic. 41 years in prison doesn't do justice for lives taken. Kick back Les for another 42 years and counting.  But it really made me think. Could I do something like that ? I mean I love cute babies and I will cry about almost anything, could little ole sensitive me do something so heinous? could any of us? I am brainwashed by Snuggie infomercials, so I guess anything is possible right? I wonder if the shake weight works? I bet a really lazy person invented that too. I guess being lazy does pay off. I wonder what I could come up with while I eat  loads of rocky road and watch re runs of family matters. When I come up with something I will post it.